I haven't posted in a while as things haven't been great for me mentally, I haven't felt like getting out of bed and my sleep is way off, I don't go to bed until five or six am in the morning and then sleep until two or three pm. I am in a downward spiral right now. I haven't felt like leaving the house nor really doing anything, today was the first day in a long time I have felt like sitting up and coming out of my room. I have lost a total of 59 pounds so far, I actually gained back eight of the 60 and then lost seven of it. So one more to go and I'll be at sixty. Hubby bought me a motivator, to keep me on track with working out and eating and such.
I have always wanted one and finally got it the catch is I have to loose forty two more pounds to get it. So yeah when I don't feel like working out, I say Kate Spade bag..It hasn't arrived yet, I cannot wait until it does, I wanted it in red, which they had at one time, but hubby waited until the last moment to order it. As this one was on sale. It's nylon and not leather, which as it will be easier to clean. I'll save up later and order handbag in red. I am also loving the Jeffree Star lipsticks, they last a long time and are almost hard to wipe off, I found that coconut oil works well in getting it off, so if you want a long last lip color and vegan and cruelty free as well as good business ethics buy from Jeffree Star. I cannot believe it's almost Yule again, Time does fly. I hope you are all well, I'll try to do a post about Yule next time and oh I am loving my book of shadows still, that I got from Country Pine cones on etsy. I am thinking of ordering another one, but not in the double book style like on practical magic. I really need to start filling it again. Oh so my friend I talk about in my back burner post I haven't seen her in a long time, we sometimes chat via text, but as far as getting together yeah doesn't happen. Ah well...I am so done with all of it.
